21.1.14

Background check

A little bit of background on me/what I've been through: 18, from Southern California, 3rd oldest out of 6. March 3rd, 2012. Everything changed. On my way to a friend's funeral, driving this little 1981 Toyota flatbed
(so old it didn't even have a model) I was running late and was really out of gas plus, I had the rather bad habit of running stop signs so I ran the stop sign by my house (oh did I mention it had snowed the night before?) got T-boned by this huge Jeep. Shattered the back left side of my pelvis, broke my tibia and my fibula.


That's my blood.


 Ouch. Luckily, it knocked me out and I was asleep for many many moons, try like 3 3/4 months. When I woke up, I had to relearn EVERYTHING. How to walk, (which hurt like a biznatch) how to talk, how to go to the bathroom, and how to eat with my mouth. Long story short, I've been through hell and then had to come back again. Now I just go to school. I should have graduated last year with all of my friends, but I guess you can only miss so much school? Let me just say that I wouldn't change a gosh dang thing about how my life is now.

Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.