3.3.14

Very merry unbirthday

My family jokes that it's my very birthday today but I feel like it's more of an unbirthday. It wasn't enough to stop breathing just seconds after I was born, no, I decided right then and there that I was gonna be the most stubborn and hard headed kid ever, who liked to run stop signs. March 3rd, 2012. I'm 2 today. Terrible twos, or something. 2 years of hell. Less hell than before, but still hell. I'm forever and a day grateful for our bishop cause he was the one who found me. Given, he's not our bishop anymore cause we moved, but at the time of my accident,  he was our bishop and part of me feels like he'll always be my bishop. We got really close during 2011 trek and then like 6 months later, I almost died a really painful death. Buddy just texted me and said VERY MERRY UNBIRTHDAY!!!

Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.