10.6.14

Today

Today has been exciting. I had a dentist appointment at the butt crack of dawn. Which I'm still numb from. Like "oh thanks Dr. McKell, I didn't really want to taste any of my food anyways." And I'm not even done. I have to go back twice more and then I have to get my wisdom teeth out. And then they will make me a bite guard. Never mind all the damage that will be done to my teeth until then. The dentist will say and do whatever will make him the most money. I'm still numb as crap.
On top of all that, my brother is being a real pain in the ass. He has randomly called me that a f*cking dumb ass bitch countless times since I've been home. And I haven't been here all day. Idk why he thinks he can say those words to me. Actually, scratch that, I know why, he knows he can because our mom doesn't do anything about it. Never mind that I have an excuse to say worse things to him but I try to not. And I'd say that I'm pretty darn good at it. I'm so beyond irritated with him. I can't wait for all the next joys he has for me today.

Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.