13.8.14

it's therapeutical

know how i have that dead best friend that i write notes to? my friend Samm has a brother thats not dead, but he might as well be. he just walked away from them all almost 15 years ago. what ever happened to family first John? in the end, familys all you got so you might as well get over yourself and forgive&forget.

theres something therapeutical about writing notes to people you cant talk to. at least for me. im jealous of Samm because at least she has the option of someday sending them. i dont. but thats just fine cause what if he doesnt react the way i think he will? i dont ever have to find out. im kind of grateful for that. i picture him reading them and saying "awh kik, i love you too" and then we get married or something. part of me knows that im dreamin, but thats why its imaginary. all i know is that John Hiskey needs to figure his crap out and stop being such a selfish jerk.

Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.