16.9.14

love

so let me get this straight, you want me to define love? k you asked for it.
LOVE is real. you may not think so, what with all those Disney movies and whatever, but it is. love is when you just want to spend all day together. sweat pants, hair tied, chilling with no makeup on; thats when youre the prettiest, i hope you dont take it wrong. i, for one, think ive been in love, but i know i probably havent. theres a difference between falling in love, and being in love. i often get those two confused. take Vance, i know i thought we were in love, but, in all reality, i dont think i even knew what being in love is... until i lost him. and let me tell you, that is no simple thing. love is when you put someone elses happiness above your own. you strive to make that person happy, even if it means doing something youre not very fond of. i was saying today that in my 19 years, ive only had one legit boyfriend. sure, i tell people i love them all the time, but im an easy lover who loves you as a person before i can love you as anything more. and i think im scared to love anyone for real because i dont want to go through the pain of losing them like i lost Vance... does that even make sense? sometimes, im not even sure if i will ever be able to love for serious again and that scares the crap out of me...

well Nels, i hope this covered what you hoped it would.

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a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.