our power went out and i overslept plus my mom was running late so i get a hawaiian holiday today[: idk what to do with myself all day. the dishes are done, the kitchen is clean, and Todd is asleep cause he worked last night so i cant vacuum. and i really dont know what to do with myself. so im here. YOU ARE HERE. i wish the world came with a "you are here" map. like at disneyland. but it told you where you were on your life time-line. ya feel? i think that would be cool. id be one of the only ones whose time-line had already ended, but was still here. YOU ARE HERE. maybe my time-line would be shot to hell because im not supposed to be here, wheverever "here" is. maybe i actually am supposed to be here. as ive said before, no one should be able to walk away from what i did. but God probably knew that because it was me who got in it and im so stubborn, plus i wanted to prove to anyone & everyone that, sure, i might not to do any of that now but tell me i cant do something and imma try a million times harder to prove you wrong. YOU ARE HERE. i may not know exactly where "here" is but im trying to make the most out of this life that im not even supposed to have.
