i dont really like actually remember a lot. however, i do remember what i did last night. i performed in the talent show with Campbell. we sang (and i do not sing) the Elf version of baby, its cold outside. it went. idk if it went well, although, i was told we did "so good" but im not sure how it really went. it just went. and then i went out with this kid Nick. and we share a birthday. September 29th. how cool is that? but i think i said like a few months ago that i dont really remember things actually happening but as soon as someone asks me if i remember something happening i say no, and then a few minutes later, im like ohhhh! i remember now! so, yes Nels, i remember being your ta in 2011-2012 and then again last year. i dont remember all the little things that happened (prolly bc i was hardly ever there) but i remember that i was. i also remember that i was Coachs ta. but only because i have pictures of us painting the lp on the field and then after, Coach being upset because it was slightly sideways. he blamed it all on jake bentley and dallin farrel. good times, good times. i miss those days. the days before i got a tbi and was just normal. nostalgia. its the worst. i also remember when me and Miss Jacque (Pacha to me) went to sushi with the Workday Release at Shogun in SLC, back when the Workday Release was more than just David Ottestad. Cause once upon a time it was David, Nick Green, Chris White, and Chad Rexton Jordan, who is now my brother in law, also we went with Jeff Marcum, Morgan Heath, and her friend Jessica. i only remember this bc we got a pic of all of us out front. i remember my life before my accident being 100,000,000 times better than it is now and i miss that. these days im a lot colder than i ever was before. maybe im just more sensitive to the heat now or whatever but all i know is its like hailing snow pellets at my house right now and i hate it. i didnt even know it could hail pellets of snow, but it is. WHY IS IT SO COLD HERE. what was Brigham Young thinking when he said this is the place? maybe he thought this state would be good to start a college whos football team is crap and apparently their basketball team is too cause we (the U) just played them and won. beat em by 4 points but a win is still a W. its okay, Chase Hansen just got back like a week ago and if he isnt on the bball team this season, he will be next season and then its bad news bears for everyone.
13.12.14
Quotes
a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.