9.12.14

mothers (dont always know best)

i just tried to tell my mom about this date im going on this friday after atecs talent show and she freaked out. heaven forbid a guy she doesnt know actually like me and want to take me out. i told you that my mother thinks she has to be all up in my business. like hello, i am an adult mom. the whole preston thing went down at dads, and you want dad to chaperone me? how many things have to go wrong before you will let me be the adult that i am? maybe the bs with preston had to go down so that it would reiterate that lifes a bitch to the best of us. the only thing that would be worse than having to have dad go with us is if you had to go with us. like as much as i like you paying for almost everything in my life, get the f*** out of my personal life. cause someday, despite your predictions, i will get married. if not to Chase Hansen, then to Taylor Brinkerhoff (bc he just got home today and when he left, i told him i would marry him) and my someday kids will probably not even know they have a maternal grandma. cause this is going to become like a wedge between us. it will be like the opposite of the relationship you had with your mom cause i already cant handle you all up in my shit, mom; its too much already and this is before my life has even started. its just one date mom. maybe this thing with me and nick wont go anywhere, but you cant know until you try.

Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.