18.2.15

remember

i wish that i could ask all of the people that know me what theyll remember about me some-odd years down the road. a few of them will probably say that they remember my smile, some that im a kickass kisser, others that i was always pretty friendly, and like 10 will say, "you know, i didnt really know her but i have friends who say she had a great personality." and then we have the few teachers who will say that they dont really know because i never came to class; my big sister always did (she was a nerd) but me? nahh. i was too busy with my littles (love them) hopefully since my accident, i get a lot more "she is the strongest girl i know"s and "that is one tough cookie"s but beggars cant be choosers. not that im a beggar. if anything, im anything but. meaning that if you dont like me, thats your own damn problem; dont go about trying to make it mine, because if you do, i will probably drop you faster than a hot tamale and not even be sorry 'bout it. aint nobody got time for that. what will you remember? that im brutally honest? that i have a great writing voice, whatever the hell that means? that im always super cold? but have a bodily-over-stimulation issue? meaning i can be freezing my ass off, but i will still sweat through the shirt(s) im wearing? that i curse worse than a sailor? that im cute? that im beautiful? maybe, if youre one of the umpteen-hundred ive kissed, that i actually am an awesome kisser? or was? idk if i still am now. the only one ive kissed since is preston. hate him. hopefully, hes not going to be the only one for long. but with my luck, and im not too hot in this area, he probably will be. have i mentioned how much i hate him? cause its a really lot. i saw him a few weeks ago, and it took all the self-control i have to not walk up to him and bitch slap him. youre damn lucky i can keep my emotions in check. idk what i ever saw in you. youre a ginger and you obviously have no soul if you can stoop that low to get what you thought you wanted.

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a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.