3.2.15

unconditionally

Katy Perry's song "unconditionally" is pretty much the story of my life lately. except im not sure if i could ever love anyone unconditionally again. cause what was it Austin? did i get too close? like was there a specific reason why you went AWOL on me? because i have no freaking idea. i was crazy enough to think that maybe i really could love again, but after all the bullshit ive had to deal with (you included) theres no way. not only is there no way but theres no way in holy hell. and on another note, the fact that you feel like lohner ruined the whole concept of love for you is fucking retarded, and this is coming from me. i think youre just scared. of what, im not exactly sure but man up. thinking about it now, im glad you couldnt tell me you loved me because if you could have, i probably would have married you right then&there because i really thought i loved you for those eight and a half months. but now? now im really pissed. partly at you but mostly at myself. i knew better. i know that i keep saying maybe my mom was right, but maybe she was and ill be a cat lady (hopefully not bc im partly allergic to cats) but my biggest fear is just that. that ill never find anyone. and youre really not helping.
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Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.