7.2.15

when youre like...

shit, man, you brought her into this?? and im just like yes dude because apparently, you cannot be the grown up i thought you were and deal with me yourself.

at least, thats how i imagine it going down, if you ever talk to me again. the odds of which, are not that great. but i invite you to prove me wrong. im not wrong about very much (depending on your opinion) but i look forward to the day in which you prove me wrong.

maybe im not wrong though and you wont do what a little sliver of me hopes you will. im just saying, i dont think it will work out with you two because neither of you have dated anyone else. its like doomed from the start. and this is where i dont want you to prove me wrong because as pissed at you as i am, i still want my fighting chance with you. its like when no other hospital would take me, Health South was like "no, we will," and they gave me a chance to fight for my life, and how grateful i am for that, you will probably never know. unless you were to get in the same accident i did, and even then, you probably wouldnt make it. theres strong, and then theres Kirsten strong and im sorry but you are not as strong as i am. maybe muscle-wise you are, if not more so, but after you listen to doctors who think you cant hear them say you dont have a shot in hell of making it, all you are going to want to do is prove them wrong.

Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.