23.3.15

let me tell ya

so i was going to tell you about my friend that im hoping to marry for really real but i dont want him to get home and have you people be all up in my business. its part of my personal life and i was telling my friend Campbell today that theres a time and a place for that kind of stuff (because he was telling everybody that his grandpa just died. like people that didnt even need to know) love him but sometimes hes just too much. so now i have to try and think of something else to tell you... ooh, i know, so i have like 800 scars, right? 798 of them from my accident but i have this one on the back of my right hand thats pretty gnarly. i dont remember how i got it exactly but i do know that it scarred because i kept picking at it instead of just letting it heal. it fascinates me to watch cuts fix themselves so i just kept tearing it open so i could watch it grow back together.

and then theres the one on the top my left foot that i got last year walking to my dads work from the bus stop after school one day. it was one of the first days i had worn sandals (feet gross me out) and the sidewalk had a little abrasion thing in it that came out of nowhere and tripped me. totally the sidewalks fault. again, feet are gross and i will not take you guys a picture of that one scar. sorry not sorry.

Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.