childhood memories

this is supposed to be a memory i wish i could forget but seeing how things got kind of jostled up there, can it be a something i wish i could remember? is that, like, a thing? im going to make a pretty broad statement and say i wish i could remember my childhood but this is supposed to be specific. i wish i could remember if my cousins dad has always been this interesting to talk to. the only time i spent any time around him was when we went up to Canadia for like a week years before we ever moved to Utah. i think i was like 7 or 8. and all i can remember from that trip was that i thought my cousin Beau was super hott. i mean, he still is, but its different now. i wouldve been like 8 and he wouldve been like 16, maybe? i know were related and all but hes attractive. always has been. anyway, back to the subject at hand, i only remember (gray area, remember) that i was scared of Uncle Scott. its not that he did anything to warrant me to be scared, i just was. but you gotta realize where im coming from, i have this mysterious uncle, whom ive never met, that i can remember, who lives all the way up in Canadia and has basically excommunicated himself and my cousins from the King family. anyway, we grew up and my oldest cousin, Nate, came to BYU for college and we had him and his now wife, Jessica over for Sunday dinners. next was Jordan who went to the Y also, where she met her husband, Britton. anyway, all the Lawler kids eventually ended up here, although McKenna went to BYU-I, where she met Josh. Beauseph is up here too, engaged for a second, but now hes just doing whatever hes doing, Nates in California, working for Google, Jojo and Britt just blessed their baby a few weeks ago (which is where i was talking to Scott and wondered if he has always been this interesting to talk to), McKenna and Josh blessed theirs a couple weeks prior in some other state thats not here, and Madison is going on a mission. hasnt received her call yet but its coming. like its really happening.