dear future me~
this is supposed to be about who you are now and who youre not. just in case you cant remember, in 2015, you have no idea who you are. you talk a big game about how you may not know who you are, but you sure as hell know who you arent and I'm here to remind you that its just that-talk. i know youre all about how 2012 was the best year of/for your life but the you from the past is sitting here, telling you that if you think the year Vance hung himself and you were in your accident was your best year, you are sadly mistaken. i cant tell you whats going to happen but just know that most days of that year, youre feeling your lowest, like real emotional shit, so it can only go up from here. just remember that on 6/27/15 you are hating life for a second, after you pray and thank God for all you have to be grateful for, you just hate life. you dont feel like you have anything going for you. but this is me, sitting here telling you have a lot going for you. i know youre trying to decide what you want to do with your life (physical therapist, lie doctor, or English teacher) and im here to gently nudge you in the English teacher with a minor in creative writing direction. dont you want to be just like Nelson? i think you do. hell, it doesnt matter what i think. this is about what you think. billiam was saying like yesterday or the day before that you have infinite possibilities. watch you go to school to get your teaching degree but change your mind like 50 times and end up doing none of those things. im calling it now.
♥ past me
+Solstice Everston see, i told you id do em.
