19.7.15

say it out loud

its what +Kyle Nelson told me to do
so here i am
I'm Still Here (which is my book title)
saying all the socially incorrect things
out loud
for other people to hear
something about im just thinking out loud
and thats really all this is
me thinking out loud
i dont mean to step on any toes
but my friend Jake said it best:
if you knew the shit thats in my head youd think im crazy
well guess what people?
i am crazy.
and i would like to share the shit thats in my head
medically speaking,
i should be out of my fucking mind
so this is crazy ass me
expressing myself
*gasp*
and i have more than just this blog:
How To Live With...
which was supposed to be a "How To Live With A TBI" blog
but i have no idea how in the Samhell to do that
so its a how to live with 100 other things i actually know how to do
and then theres another one:
Dear Vance
and that ones a blog of my notes i write to my dead best friend
its really therapeutical
how? you might ask
well i have no idea 'how'
but it is. (with a period, so its the end, like final, el final, finito)
and these are the only three blogs that i have
before you think 'yeah, shes insane, she has three blogs'
Tara Rae Johnson also has 3 blogs
and shes not crazy
at least, not the kind that i should be/am (depending on your opinion)

Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.