16.7.15

"this time next year...

...imma be the one to do everything and more you said i couldnt do
this ones for you"
5 days.
five days is my 3 year anniversary of being out of the hospital
some of you thought:
that i would spend the rest of my life in the hospital
that i would never fully wake up
that relearning to walk was an impossible feat
that i would never relearn to talk
that i would never learn how to go to the bathroom by myself
that i would never relearn to feed myself
after walking was down, i would never be able to stand on my own again (look mom! no hands!)
all of these "that i would nevers"
and then there were the few of you
who thought
that my best case scenario was that
i would live
but spend the rest of my life brain-dead
im sorry but what?
'never really saw me comin
youre left with nothing to say'
well yeah, i hope you are
cause 'im kickin in the door now
better get out my way
never really saw me comin
youre left with nothin to say
this for everybody who always put me down
i hope youll open up your eyes
and take a good look at me now'
just think of where will i be this time next year
this time next year will be my fourth year proving doctors wrong on a daily basis
and this time next year imma be that much closer to five years of proving doctors wrong
5 days.
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Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.