20.7.16

Dear Jake

I get that you're busy and all but would it really be so hard to text me before you go to sleep or after you wake up? I don't mean to be a whiney girlfriend, I promise. Just sometimes I get scared. See, I have anxiety. It's not normally an issue. You'll see when I come visit. Have I mentioned that I really like you? Because I do😍😍😍 I like you because you're older than I am, the last one wasn't and look how well that worked out. Also because you're an RM who absolutely loved his mission, which has always been a priority of mine. I need someone who loves the Lord and His church just as much as I do.  I like you because you're a nice, good person. I like you because you're very very attractive. I like you because you're you. I like you because you have a very nonchalant way of telling me what you expect of me. "How important is staying in shape to you?" I've got a lot of work to do, as far as that goes haha I like you because you were the first one to tell me that you could see a future with me. At least with the last one in my life, I had to bring that up first. I thought he was my one but clearly, it wasn't so. He wasn't even in my top 50. He couldn't handle the struggles I have, which aren't as serious as he made them seem. He didn't even have the balls to tell me what he thought the problem was in person or over the phone. No, we emailed. You're obviously the better option Jake. I'd even go so far as to say as you're my best option. I like you because you always put a smile on my face, whenever my phone vibrates and it's a text from you, I'm grinning from ear to ear. You just existing makes me happy. I know I was getting upset about you not texting me at the beginning of this, but that's not actually a big deal. Text me when you can, when you remember to, whenever. Have I mentioned that I really really really really really like you? I'm crazy about you❤️
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a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.