im going to treat you along the same terms that i treat Vance. like i know you probably wont ever read any of my notes to you but theres something therapeutical about writing them.
dear austin~
so im pissed as all get out at you but i was emailing your mom and she was saying not to be too hard on you because the wifi where youre living has been being weird the last few weeks. do you think its weird that ive been talking to your mom about this? i kinda do but what the hell else am i supposed to do? just be okay with the fact that you screwed me over big time? yeah, no. and then i figured i should talk to Nelson about letting me know when you get home but he says he hasnt heard from you either. maybe thats just because, like your mom said, your wifi has been being weird but not having wifi doesnt affect you being able to write me back. or did you forget that too? that we were writing each other? what did your letter say? yeah, that i should know better than that but something about how you would try to write me back? that was a month ago. i wrote you back the night i got yours. why do i feel like im more dedicated to us than you are? maybe because i am but that shouldnt get you off the hook like you think it does. write me back fool.
~kirsten