15.2.15

who i am

i may not know exactly who i am yet but i have a pretty good idea of who im not (i think i already told you this) and i am not a patient person, nor am i perky or exceedingly upbeat. relatively upbeat, yes, but i am not about to lie and appear upbeat when the polar opposite is true. i am always down for new friends (a wilderness explorer is a friend to all, be it bird or fish or tiny mole. that doesnt even rhyme) if im being honest, im more like a wilderness explorer then i am like anything else. im a friend to everyone, no matter gender or race or religion or sexual orientation. no matter what, youve got a friend in me. for the most part, im pretty friendly, minus when its shark week and even then, i dont want to take out my female issues on you, but if all im doing is smiling and nodding, youll know why. first week of every month is typically shark week, but with february only having so many days, it might be the second week of next month.
as i said before, i am so really not patient and to the people that come into smiths marketplace, im sorry for how slow i am bagging your stuff. its wrong for me to ask of you what i cannot do but i need you all to be patient with me. the one plus to being as slow as i am is that i make sure i bag all of your stuff really good. if im going fast, your groceries will probably end up a disaster, with everything broken. so just take what you can get with me. good news is when i apologize for how slow i am, most everyone says "hey no sweat, i got all day" which is relieving. the worst is when i apologize and theyre obviously put out with me. thats one questionnare that will not be filled out that well. the next good news is i see everyone i know. its always nice to be at work and see everyone you know&love. i just hope that theyre going to be okay with giving me the 28th to the 7th off because *wait for it* were going to disneyland that week. im excited. i love my job, but this is disneyland were talking about. i know that i dont really act very grown up but at heart, im like a five year old and im not even sorry.

Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.