21.2.15

dear austin

dear austin~
at this point, im not even sure whether im mad at you or not. on the one hand, im mad at you; holy hell am i mad at you. but on the other hand, im not. im mad at myself. but back on the first hand, i could kill you. twenty years from now, were going to laugh about this (probably) but it hasnt been twenty years (it hasnt even been one year yet) and whose to say well even still be talking to each other in 20 years? i want to just get over it and go one with my life; you werent that great anyways, but i cant because i dont even know if you would have been that great or not. see my problem? i dont think you do. if you did, youd just write me back. im hoping youre just being retarded because the wifi at your place has been being dumb, but if you need to be able to check your email to write me back, then maybe youre not firing on all pistons. idk. all i know is you need to figure your shit out.
♥ me

Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.