27.2.15

my life as of late

i dont really know what i should say, i only know that i have all these words in me that i want out.
-for starters, write me back austin.
-speaking of austin, and ive already asked this, but what was it bubba? because i have no fucking idea.
-next, i have so many words to say to you, austin, but probably none of them are "family friendly" and i dont really want to upset any of my readers (not saying i have a lot but every now and then my mom reads this and im probably going to get hell for saying what i already did) but im sure my one subscriber is pretty sick of notes to austin so were moving on from that.
       im like 99.98% positive that ive met the man im going to marry. he came in to smiths the other day to return a redbox and my cute boy senses were going crazy. turns out hes one of my best friends from high schools older brother and he graduated with Miss Jacque. small world. anyways, one thing led to another and he got my number and i would say were madly in love now but my mom, lovely gem that she is, took my phone and idk if shes ever gonna give it back. she never even told me why she took it. sometimes i really hate my mom. its a love-hate relationship. all i know is she better bring it with us to California or i will have to stay with them the whole time were at Disneyland and i just cant. i already have to deal with them for the 12 hour drive down there and i really cant. were talking endless hours with them and i just might have to smother myself because i know theyll be as annoying as they typically are. i mentioned that my big sister emma is our new nanny, right? and so shes coming to Disneyland with us, most likely so that we can continue with our new lameass popsicle stick reward system. joy. im sure none of you really give 2 craps about what goes on in my life (then why are you reading this?) but all i know is that i feel like tonight is the start of my week from hell (and not just because we leave after i get off work) okay, maybe that is why but i dont really see it getting any better anytime soon. like unless Chase learned to read my brain and stuff, were SOL.
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a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.