its called i met this real cute kid the other night and when i say cute, i mean, he had a face sculpted by God Himself and holy hell, he is so beautiful and he is all i can think about. this is where the problem part comes in because im probably a real creeper bc hes at least three years younger than me. i was telling him that i dont get why its totally fine for a 16 year old girl to date a 19 year old guy but that door doesnt swing both ways. he is seriously all i can think about. i think my mom had me a few years too early because there are some way cute guys that are too young for me. and btw, who the hell decides what age is too young or too old anyways? ive always said that age shouldnt really matter. my one friend Samm was saying the other day that she thinks she is in love with this guy thats like 14 years her senior and wasnt sure if she should and i said so? if it feels right, theres a good chance that it is right. like as long as you guys have talked about it, it really shouldnt matter what anyone else thinks. at the end of the day, its between you two and the Lord. maybe i just think that cause my dad is 7 years older than my mom and my mom is like 3 years older than my step-dad and then theres my dad again who is 9 years older than my step-mom so maybe thats why i think this way. either way, theres hope for me and brin because if its working out for my mom&todd, maybe it will work out for us, too.
