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STAND

k so get this; i dont even have scars on the right side of my body but i guess it doesnt want to be left out bc if my left side scars start itching, the same position on my right side does too. ANYWAYS... theres this song by Rascal Flatts called "stand" and its like perfect for me. maybe i already quoted it but its all "cause when push comes to shove, you show what youre made of, you might bend til you break cause its all you can take, on your knees you look up, decide youve had enough, you get mad, you get strong, wipe your hands shake it off, then you stand" and its perfect for me because i never wanted to get in an accident but i guess that was when push came to shove and we found what im made of (some of those involved literally) and i bent and i broke cause what the hell else was i supposed to do? and at my lowest point, i looked up and decided ive had enough, then i got mad, i got strong(er), wiped my hands, shook it off, and it hurt like every descriptive cuss word you can think of, but i stood. me&my mom were listening to that song last night so thats why im posting about it. but my sister is upset that the patriots just won the superbowl and thats the way the cookie crumbles.

Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.