13.7.15

a time when i felt at peace (without saying content)

where to begin?
thats only like every day. probably the biggest one is today, about my accident, because really, everything spirals back to that day.
can i change what happened? no.
would i if i could? nope.

not only did it show everyone that im kind of indestructible, but it also taught most people not to fuck with me. notice i said most. theres the few who tried and shit went down and im kind of pissed about it, but will being crotchety get me anywhere? will it do me any good? just watch, im going to get out of here and be doing what i want and youll still be in Podunk, Utah. there are the few of you who live in Alpine who think youre a big deal because you have money, but thats so worldly of you to think that. how close are you with your family? in the end, family is all you get to take with you when you go.

theres the pretty boys who think theyre a big deal because Daddy pays their bills and the self-righteous, stuck up girls, who only care about how they look.
not sayinging im better, or that i dont have those problems, because i do, just on a smaller scale.
i feel like you shouldnt come and complain to me about pains that you have because ive been through so much more and then some, but im trying to teach myself to be empathetic.
probably good i dont want to be a pt anymore, right?
i only have to graduate with my associates to be a physical therapist assisstant so maybe ill do that so i can work and go to night school to get my bachelors in teaching so i can be an English teacher.
this is real. its happening.
im out
kirsten
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Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.