you know how ive been saying its depressing to see all the people you were supposed to graduate with move onto bigger&better things? well the same holds true for all the kids i graduated with. bigger&better things means college and/or missions. meanwhile, im still living in this same tiny house in the most boring place in all of utah. i cant wait until im out of here, teaching english&creative writing in warm, sunny California and i can say look at me now bitches. you know, i think the main reason i want a husband is because im living in utah, home of young marriage. add that to the list of reasons i need to get out of here, right after the big reason called its July and im still freezing my ass off. on another kind of related subject, running through my head is charlie puths Look At Me Now thats like "this time next year imma be the one to do all those things you said i couldnt do//this ones for you//this time next year im gonna be stronger//a little bit taller//top is my only view//im kickin in the door now you better get out my way you never saw me comin youre left with nothin to say this for everybody who always put me down i hope youll open up your eyes and take a good look at me now" and i can totally relate to that. aside from proving that doctors dont really know, i prove all the haters straight up wrong on a regular basis. all you people that said i would probably never do any of the shit i do every day can kiss my ass. NEVER tell me i CANT do something because thats just going to make me try a hundred times harder to prove you wrong. unless you like to be wrong, and in that case, go for it. but when i get where im going i hope youll open up your eyes and take a good look at me now.
