18.7.15

dreaming with a broken heart

you know what they say:
when youre dreaming with a broken heart
waking up is the hardest part
and i dont know how long ive wanted to write this
but havent
i roll out of my bed
and down on my knees
wondering
was he really here
was he standing in my room?
no
he wasnt
because hes gone gone gone
and now i have to
sleep with roses
in my hands
and wonder if you
would you get them
if i did?
no
you wouldnt
because youre gone.
with a period.
its final.
im not sure if you were ever here
it shouldnt matter
if you were
cause now youre gone.
youve been gone
a while
i dont know why
i never came to terms with it before
but that shouldnt matter
cause i didnt
and now that i have
its like losing
you all over again
John Mayer (live on PBS)
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Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.