31.7.15

strange

this is supposed to be about a strange experience in a car, but no car wrecks.
my first thought was i could describe all those times when i had steamy makeouts in guys cars
but i dont really remember them.
like i know they happened, but have little or no recollection of any of them happening
my next thought was the whole Preston Merchant debacle happened in a car
but that night was emotionally painful
and in self-defense
i dont really remember it
i do, however, remember that after what went down went down, he was like k that was fun, lets take you home.
im sorry but what the fuck Preston?
you got what you wanted
but forget about me and what i thought was going to happen
in your little truck
that looked a hell of a lot like the truck i crashed in
that a lot more than my pelvis was shattered in
my dreams and hopes for the future
obliterated all in a matter of like 3 minutes
i hate you.
that may be harsh but ill be damned if i really
give two craps about you and your fucked up emotions.
so we go back to my dads
and he doesnt have the balls to walk me up to the door
i guess he knew what he did was wrong.
hey Preston Merchant, in case you didnt know,
what you did was so wrong
wrong to not just do with me
but wrong to do with anyone
so this is me.
telliing you
to burn in hell, asshole

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Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.