19.8.15

dear Austin~

k so imma try to keep my language under control
but i honestly am still so mad at you
so no promises
i hope it was worth it because now
i cant trust you with crap
know how i said i would not marry you?
because if i cant even trust you
to be real with me about
whether or not its really you (i still suspect it was you)
how can i trust you
with my heart or
to come home after work or
to be a good father
to our kids?
cause i already gave you my heart once
and you sure as hell burned THAT bridge
i dont know why
i cant let this go
maybe because i really liked you
and thought you liked me too
but i guess jokes on me
because you are not the man
i thought you were
it took me forever to accept it wasnt you
and then even longer to realize
that i was so stupid to ever trust
anything you ever said
you told me Lohner ruined
the concept of love
for you
but bullshit because
you would end your emails
with "Lots of love, Kruger"
so i think you are confused
about what love is
and i need someone
capable of unconditional love
and i dont think you fit that description so
i hope you invite me to your homecoming
so that you can sit and wonder why
i didnt come
because i will be damned
if i show up
~Kirsten

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Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.