13.1.16

First 2016 Post

In case you didn't know, it's 2016.
I don't feel like that really means anything but people are telling me that this is my year, whatever that means.
What's new this year, it's been four years since Vance made the dumbest decision known to mankind.
I'm still not over it. 
This is the first year I've entered with a boyfriend. 
Which is kind of surprising really. 
Guess it just means that I wasn't as hot as I thought I was.
This is the first year that things are changing. 
It's also the first year I've started out on Social Security benefits. 
Not too stoked about that. 
Twenty-sixteen is the year me and James were planning to going to get married but now, I get to send him on a mission, whilst preparing to go on one myself. So that's exciting.
I'm pumped. 
This year is also the year most of my friends get home from missions. 
I'm excited for that too. 
This year is chalk full of possibilities. 
I find people like Austin/Bubba and Dillon rather funny really because none of the guys before James have made me strive to be a better person and I'm real excited to have him for forever. 
So there's that. 
I also have brain camp for a week starting February 15th and I'm excited to see how I improve. James is skeptical but I always say oh ye of little faith. 
The NFL sends players who've had too many concussions to this same camp and they're pretty well known for their results. Bring it on.
And eventually, I'll go on a mission this year.
Be that a proselyting mission or just a service mission, I don't really know.
I thought I wanted to serve a proselyting one, but especially now that there's so many other factors, I'm not sure,
Other than that, I don't totally have a lot of plans for the year, other than turning 21 in September but that's a long ways away. 
In case you couldn't tell I'm really pumped for this year. 
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Quotes

a real woman can do it all by herself, but a real man won't let her.
i would rather die of passion than die of boredom.
a bad attitude is like a flat tire; you can't go anywhere till you change it.
your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.
what comes easy, won't last and what lasts, won't come easy.
DEAR GOD, IF TODAY I LOSE MY HOPE PLEASE REMIND ME THAT YOUR PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAM.
today is the first blank page of a 365 book. write a good one.
listen to your heart, even if it takes you all the way to California.
i mean, i could have done my homework today, but i also could have committed murder. so there's that.
it is what it is.
at the beach, life is different; time doesn't move hour to hour, but rather, mood to moment. we move with the currents, play by the tides, and follow the sun.
its not whether you win or lose. its whether or not you have the balls to fight.
everytime i fall, i get back up again.
you dont got to lie, just keep going faster babe, faster babe, why? im on your side, just keep going faster babe, faster bye bye...you just gotta speed a little faster when you drive.
it's all a part of bein young in the two thousand somethin
i don't believe in love at first sight, i believe in makin love tonight.
love notes, written on the streets in chalk, she's a run away train, with a strut in her walk, broken glass in the gutter, yelling at your mother, on the pay phone saying you'll be back by the summer, she's with me now mama, she's with me now mama.
before youre old and wise, gotta be young and dumb.
so we give em a reason, come and catch us, but dont hold your breath.
TELL MY OLD LIFE THAT I'M LEAVIN, I'M LEAVIN RIGHT NOW.